dialog dengan diriku sendiri

Mau menulis apah
kenapa smape bikin blog
gak ada yang diajak ngobrol
sms sepi banget
kasian skali anda

saatnya untuk pidah dari jatinangor
"hah,,kenapa Tuhan menciptakan titik jenuh?"
untung ada maya,tata, momi pupi, popi,,
sepertinya tak bisa hidup tnpa mereka
hush,,,tak bisa hidup tanpa cinta dariNya kalee..

"kenapa slalu ada kekecewaan ktika berharap pada manusia?"
karena itu lah lo cuma boleh berharap sama Allah,Yang Maha Tidak Pernah mengecewakan...
Sepi skali hidupku pas lgi pada liburan gini!!
aduhh anak2 pada kmana siy
pengen hang out bareng,,,pngen nonton bareng,,,bgosip dikosan gw ampe subuh,,,ampe tepar,,ato gk,,,narsis foto2 ampe modar lagih,,,aduh bluetooth ku,,kmana kalyan,,,
huk,,huk,,hampir sbulan gak ktemu,,,
gmana ntar pas kita lulus,,,
hukkhukk,,tak mau aku berpisah dengan kaliyan,,
"ngedumel2 aja kamu devi!!,dewasa dikit donk!"

pengen teriak rasanya
gak,,gak,,pengen nonton dorama yang sediiiiiih banget,,,biar mewek,,mewek,,
dasar supresi!!!
iya nih,,,tapi gak bisa!!!
atau sublimasi aja yah
ngerjain skirpsi ampe modar,,biar gak inget slamanya,,
dasar,,psycho,,no,,no,,but almost psycho
spertinya aku calon psikolog yang butuh dipsikoterapi,,
wahaha,,,gak sgitu miserable-nya kalee hidup lo,,,

be gratefull,,
yaaa bersyukur,,,
kunci kebahagiaan hidup,,
sensai "hidup kembali" dan freedom
hanya karena be gratitude,,bersyukur,,
Allhamdullillah ya Rabb,,masih kau sisakan kebaikan dalam diri yang sering kali mengkhianatiMu..
Alhamdullillah ya Rabb,,kau anugerahkan padaku cinta yang tak pernah berhenti dari mampaps, seorang kakak,belasan sahabat yang selalu memperhatikanku,puluhan saudara dan keluarga yang selalu mengitari kehidupanku, dan ratusan teman yang memberi warna diperjalanan hidup

Kangen bangetbanget sama mamay, santi, manse,ashep,mama,papa ( cihuy,,,besok pulang!!)kakaku sayang, babeh,citcit,,majeng,,bang-sat,corry,febby,mama febby,,papa febby,,dede luchuw di pas,,,kgita,kfaiz,,inan,,ozay,,,kangen rapat,,,mang joni,,,ibu cucu( bu tempenya maana),,kantin kampus,,,,ruang duduk kuliah,,,bang iqbal dosen pembimbing,,pu-un tempat kumpul2 didpan,,plaba,,,halah--halah,,taman cinta ojek,,,,kampusku,,,,,psikologi,,,,musola,,SC,gak seasik dulu,,nonton di blitz midnight,,nyanyi gak jelas di pejo,,,ngamen,,,wakakak muda dulu,,fakultas kita di dago pojok,,,lalalla,,,study break!!!Smeseter depan,,here i come,,,,i'll rock psychology 2004,,aink pisann!!!!
my last semseter,,,

istirahat dulu didunia "rumah" sama mama papa
sebelum kembali berlari bersama kalian didunia "bandung,organisasi,rapat dan kuliahku, and being psycho!!!!" tanggal 11 Februari nanti
dag

You and I

Was it you who spoke the words
that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I
'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing

But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What others just dream of
Others only read of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now oh love love
Now you and I, you and I

Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved
what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now
well I'm almost finally out of

Finally out of and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephones they working both way
sand if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved
what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of words.
Finally out of

Cipa udah gede yahhh

Cipa
wah,,,anak kecil lucu yg centil
anakhuw juga,,,hehe
indirectly,,
aku slalu mendampingi ibunya ketika hamil
aku punya fotonya mulai dari foto pertamanya waktu USG
sampe tiap bulan yg dia lewatin mpe skarang

Cipa,,,
my new sunshine
my daughter,,,
luv u so much
mau jga dunk
ounya sndiri
hehe
sbar devi,,

yang pertamah,,,mah,,mah,,mamah

hukk,,huk,,homesick,,,rumah yang sakit,,wuehehe
stuck dijatinangor yang super sepi
karena upeh,,usulan penelitian yang,,,,ber-deadline tgl 11!!!damn i miss my mom

huh,,giliran lg deket aja,,dicuekin
udah jauh dikangenin
huk,,huk mamahh,,kangen masakanmu
wangi rambutnya,,,
suaranya
tangannya
hua,,hua,,momy,,,

gimana klo ksampean s3 dilaur ngeri yah,,
masa gini aja,,keok
must be strong niy,,

semangat devse,,,
klo kata dorama mah
ganbatte kudasai..!!!!!( sambil tersenyum dan mengepalkan tangan kalo di komik,,)

sepi skali malam ini,,
no sms
no tilpun
no,,,
i don't know
just no,,
nothing,,but missing my momyy