past spotted in my future,,

knp msala lalu slalu punya tempat khusus di masa depan,,
even we love or even hate the past very much,,
there will always be a spot of a tiny past in our now life,,
sampai sejauh mana kta bsa menerima masa lalu seseorang,,
masa lalu yg too much pain to us,,
past that unacceptable,,,
past that even make our heart really broke when we know it,,

so,,am i rather not know anything bout ur past,,?
ur past with her!!( damn!!)
yeah,,,i really sorry for my self to knowing ur past,,
i wish i'd never know,,,
but it's too late,,i know already,,,,

Kadang kita cuman gak bisa aja terima masa lalu orang yg kita cintai,,
gak terima karena masa lalu yg terlalu indah,,,tapi buat dia dn orang lain,,
gak terima karena memang kita gk pernah pikir masa lalunya sejauh itu
gak terima,,
gak terima yaa karena kita gak cukup kuat aja utk nerimanya,,

i just need some times,,or even more,,
to truly accept this unacceptable past spotted in our lovely live that i share everyday with u,,

should i take it,,n accept it,,?
is this what we called unconditional love,,
whatever ur past i'll always with u,,
is that worthed enough??